I've spent most of my life struggling with a low sense of self-worth. By the time I was in my early thirties, the lyrics to No One Is to Blame by Howard Jones had become my personal theme song. You can look at the menu, but you just can't eat You can feel the cushion, but you just can't have a seat You can dip your feet in the pool, but you can't have a swim It always seemed like everything good happened to and for other people. But one fateful evening, it was as if my soul ... VIEW POST

I knew I was struggling, but I didn't quite realize we were struggling. So, I buried myself in my role and hid in the shadows because I wanted to be a good wife and mom. (It sounds so counterintuitive now.) I remember when we first got married. I had dreams of being the perfect wife. I was going to blow Matt's mind with my cooking skills, home making abilities and willingness in the bedroom. Instead, I talked him through how to make dinner from the couch, nauseas from all day morning ... VIEW POST

I'd planned our itinerary for the next ten days, booked all the Airbnb's along the way, picked out every outfit, and was ready for our family road trip across the country. But, I couldn't have planned what actually happened. Hear the story of an unexpected self-discovery journey, and hopefully find your own self-discovery process. My Self-Discovery Journey I hesitate to even use the phrase self-discovery because it can come off as selfish and counter cultural to Christianity. But ... VIEW POST